Monday, October 25, 2010




















speechless.....

my favourite all time song.... (you can hear it HERE...)


I know it's hard to imagine this
to end up without the kiss
from the one you have loved for so long
I know it's hard to imagine this
can't live up to havin' kids
knowing that the thought is long gone

I've come to the conclusion
that we are both losin'
what we've come so far to build

And there is no confusion
no gimmick, no illusion
to how sad it makes me feel

Chorus:
I'm speechless
Can't believe it's over now
Why did we take this route
happily never after

I'm speechless
Feelin' far from sober now
I'm gonna be hung over now
'cause nothin' else matters

Should I drink my tears away
There's nothin' left to say
But let's just hope for a better tomorrow

No plan to make a stay
No not another day
Inaudible drownin' in sorrow

I'm speechless
I'm speechless

I'm speechless
I'm speechless

I can't believe I'm still standing
I can't believe cloud nine's landing
Lost grip of love when I thought we had this
Friends or not, we're damaged

We learn to walk and to talk and laugh and cry
Why is it so hard to learn to say goodbye?

I could've sworn I was stronger
I wish I could've had longer

It's time to wake up from the dreams
and make up for the things
I set aside when we were together
but everyone and everything
didn't wanna wait on me
can't expect a sudden change in the weather

Chorus:

Please help me

Nobody can hear me baby
I cannot breathe
I know God may just take me but
I cannot leave


I'm in this way too deep
to swim myself ashore
I need your help

Chorus:

I'm speechless...
credits
released 04 October 2010
Artist: Jay Park and Cha Cha Malone
Title: Speechless
Written by: Cha Cha Malone
Produced by: Cha Cha Malone
Mixed by: The Quiett
Year: 2010
Photography by: dawnlucrisia.com
Single Artwork: Tyler Spahr and Daniel Tomita


Sunday, September 5, 2010

head over heels

I LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE
























[Chorus - Rihanna:]

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off of love, drunk from my hate,
It's like I'm huffing paint and I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me
She f***ing hates me and I love it.
Wait! Where you going?
"I'm leaving you"
No you ain't. Come back we're running right back.
Here we go again
It's so insane cause when it's going good, it's going great
I'm Superman with the wind at his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snapped
Who's that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her, I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength


[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you're with 'em
You meet and neither one of you even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah, them those chills you used to get 'em
Now you're getting f***ing sick of looking at 'em
You swore you'd never hit 'em; never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face spewing venom in your words when you spit them
You push pull each other's hair, scratch claw hit 'em
Throw 'em down pin 'em
So lost in the moments when you're in them
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say you're best to go your separate ways
Guess if they don't know you 'cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playing over but you promised her
Next time you show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane



[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem]
Now I know we said things, did things that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby, please come back
It wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk
I told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed, I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time. There won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know its lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to f***ing leave again
Im'a tie her to the bed and set this house on fire
I'm just gonna

[Chorus - Rihanna:]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
But that's alright because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
But that's alright because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

im speaking :
i like the way eminem pour his heart when rapping this song...i felt the complexity of the relationship but at the same time i felt the love between them although always involved with lies, unsincererity and craziness....
(^^,)

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

if i know,






































now, i realize how fortunate i am...---->read this

long vacation ^.^

assalamualaikum,
rase dah lame gile x menjenguk blog ni...
kerinduan pulak nk menitipkan sesuatu...
tapi tiada yg menarik utk dikongsi. bosan. cuti.
sekadar bertanya kabar.

insya Allah...ade kelapangan akan ku utus sesuatu di sini nanti...;)

Friday, March 19, 2010

pesta buku PWTC

yay. dpt beli buku versus. finally.
(^.^)

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

3 dimensi




yay
seronok tgk avatar....
mmg ngidam lame dah..baru dpt tgk smalam...
best tgk 3D tp penat r nak tampung cermin mata gabak tuh 3 jam...
rase real jew daun2 tuh kat depan aku...
nak pegang tp x sampai...('',)

manusia mmg x penah puas kan...
im referring to myself of course...
b4 tgk mmg teruja+exciterd+berdebar2 lah bila di kumpulkan..
tp once dah tgk ader rase cam x puas somehow...
i understand the feeling that jake felt n why he ended up on giving up his life as a human and became part of the maticaya..(pandora)
but then aku rase mcm x bez r kan nk betray our own kind semata2 alasan kaki lumpuh n sebab manusia2 jahat tu da hancurkan pandora...
patut in the 1st place cari diplomatic solution n try to solve the problem...
manusia tu pon satu...tamak sgt...ha kan padan muka da mati...
da la dtg tmpt org...nak benda...pastu nak musnahkan lak...
hish3...
but stil it is a story...kalau xde conflict, xde la story kan???
best2...i like james cameron pya cerita...
good job..=)

nak tgk cite spy next door plak...(",)

p/s: nie lah hero nyer yg hensem tuh...=p

philosophy

philo ramai bapak...
penuh satu klaz...
cane nie...
da masuk 2nd week kot..huhu
patutnye buka la klaz 2 ke xpon bukak lg byk klaz elektif lain...
ermmmmmm